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Post by siobhan persephone lemmer on Jul 29, 2012 14:50:47 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 440px; padding-top:10px;] jar of hearts ---------* siobhan was really excited. she had convinced herself that she was going to get a tattoo. of course, elijah didn't know that yet. she was going to tell him as they passed by it. she let her hand intertwine with his. she had called sienna, her best friend, over so that she could watch louis. that way she could go out with elijah and just have a good time. it had been so long since they were able to just go out without having to drag louis with them wherever they went. she didn't know where they were going, or if he had any idea where they might be going, but she was happy just to be with him. and even if that meant she was going to get a tattoo, well elijah should just let her do it. because she had the money from all the tips she got from bartending, and she was ready for it. she didn't know what she was going to get, but she was going to get a tattoo if it was the last thing she would ever do. which she really hoped it wasn't.
she squeezed his hand slightly. "i'm glad i got to spend this time with you," she said, smiling at him. it had been far too long. she did love him, with everything she was. she just, didn't have the heart to tell him that she wanted to date other guys to see that she really loved him. it didn't make sense to other people, but it made sense to her. she needed to prove her love for him to herself, not to anyone else. and she knew that if elijah found out, he'd be hurt. and she couldn't let him hurt, she loved him so much. having a child with him was something that made the break up all too unbearable. he had broken up with her just when she had found out that she was pregnant, and right before she was going to tell him. he was gone for two years, and during that time, she had let elijah see him. even though it hurt her so much. they got back together in the end, and now they were inseparable as they had been before. she didn't know what had gone wrong, it could've been her, it could've been him. she didn't know. she blamed him unfortunately. but she was happy that they worked it out and were back together now. everything was going to be perfect between them.
then they passed by it, she pulled elijah to a stop and pointed at the parlor. "please please please pleaaase can i get a tattoo?" she asked. she really didn't need his permission, but since he was her boyfriend, she thought it would be a nice gesture. her hipster purse sat on her hip and started to bounce as she kept moving around, trying to elijah to say yes. she grabbed on to the hand that she was already holding with both hands. she wanted to get one on her back, where people would consider it to be a tramp stamp. she didn't see it that way though. she saw it as a remembrance of whatever it was she was getting. "i'll pay for it and everything," she said, getting closer to him and kissing his cheek. "pleaaase?" her smile was that as a child. she was sure she'd seen the same smile on louis many of times. louis had many features from his father, but his eyes and his smile came from his mother. she bit her bottom lip, leaving that child-like air about her in hopes that it would make elijah cave with how cute she was. she knew that he didn't actually have a say in what she did, but if he said no, she'd probably give up the idea of a tattoo. she'd put up a fight, but she'd eventually agree if he kept his answer the same. tag: scott/kayla word count: some number lyric credit: christina perri notes: <3 |
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Post by elijah mikhail royce on Jul 29, 2012 22:06:51 GMT -5
BAD IDEAS ███ ███████████ ███ elijah peeked down towards the hand that had slipped into his, watching as his and siobhan's fingers intertwined with one another at her movements. he cleared his throat when a smile had begin to pull his lips upwards, not wanting to seem uncool if he had began to smile like a complete fool. he was very composed and usually tended to keep himself that way, although siobhan did a good job at making him struggle to keep to his more neutral expressions. feeling the small squeeze of her much smaller hand to his, a side of his lip quirked up into a half-smile as he looked forward. he nodded and moved so they were a tad bit closer to each other than before. "yeah..me too." he glanced back down to her and smiled, a softer expression taking place over his facial features. he had made a veyr big mistake leaving her when he did, and he was not planning on letting her go anytime soon.
being a pianist had always been the most important thing for him and when he'd hurt his hand, all of that was over. he didn't think he served a purpose anymore, so he just gave up. he gave up on his dreamns, he gave up on life, and most importantly, he'd given up on siobhan and their soon to be baby. he regretted that so much now and still curses himself for allowing himself to sink so far down to lose reason that he'd throw such treasures away. not that he'd finally gotten siobhan back to his side and started to try at being a father, he didn't want to do anything else. he didn't need to do anything else. it was them that were bringing not only him but his dreams to life again. he began attempting to play piano again and every time he felt he should just give up, he thought of them and they helped him push on. it wouldn't be long until he was back on stage at this point.
feeling siobhan stop her feet, he paused and looked at her, blinking as he waited to hear the reason behind it. his eyebrows furrowed when she began to plead with him and it wasn't until 'tattoo' came from her lips that his concerned face had fallen. he watched her and glanced to the tattoo shop, his lips thinning into a straight line as she began to hop up with what he could only assume was pure excitement. he had to lear his throat after keeping himself from laughing at how utterly adorable she appeared. he kept a stern face on, not very fond of the idea that siobhan would have a tattoo. he'd always been raised old-fashioned, and although he was assimilating more into the current pop culture, he was still rough around the edges from time to time.
"siobhan, you are perfect the way you are." he sighed and looked around before wrapping his arms around her waist. "i'll draw whatever you want to have on your body. this is permanent and will only grow ugly and fade with time." he kissed the top of her head gently. "i will buy you prettier things. don't spend your money on something like a tattoo, i beg of you." he spoke, as proper as he always sounded, pulling back to look at her. he sure hoped she wouldn't fight him on this.
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Post by siobhan persephone lemmer on Jul 30, 2012 22:35:54 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 440px; padding-top:10px;]jar of hearts ---------* you could see the excitement start to drain from her eyes. she had her heart set on this tattoo. she wanted to get something commemorate louis. she was thinking maybe his whole name, louis matthew royce, but then she'd have elijah's last name on her skin forever. and as much as she loved him, what if she and him broke up again? she didn't want that reminder on her skin for the rest of her life. how she wasn't good enough for the love of her life. his arms wrapped around her and he told her how he could buy her pretty things and how a tattoo was permanent. she sighed lightly. "but elijah!" she said, not using silly pet names. she hated them. she would only call him dear in front of louis, or daddy if she was speaking about him to louis. but she usually just used his real name because that was what he should be called right? "i really want this!" she gave him a puppy dog pout, hoping that just maybe he would give in. she knew he was old fashioned though, and that he probably would still say no, no matter how cute he thought she looked.
"i mean. you drawing on my skin isn't the same. louis could do that. i mean, he has done that. but this is just something spontaneous and pleaaaaase?" she could feel her smile fading little by little. she wrapped her arms around his neck, her face close to his, but she wasn't big on pda either. a hug was fine and holding hands was fine, but kissing in public was just something she didn't really like. she remembered people in high school who would stop in the hallway just to make out with their boyfriends or girlfriends. it was not necessary and from that day on, siobhan made it a point not to take part in any pda. it was like if you saw someone eating something, and you could just see that they didn't like it, and then you were offered it, you weren't going to like it either. at least that was the analogy she always thought of when she thought of pda and why she hated it. it was something she would tell people too.
siobhan looked back over to the tattoo shop and looked back at her boyfriend. she took in his features, like she did so many times. he had a really defined chin, and his eyes were just ones that she wanted to fall into every time she stared at them. his smile was so perfectly crooked, it made her heart stop. she smiled at him, just because his features always made her smile, and gave her butterflies. she didn't understand how she was so lucky, and how she found someone who treated her so well. even though they had a bad break up for a while, and he had gone into a depression. and she wanted to fix him while he was depressed, bu the break up made it hard for her to even want to fix him. she has always loved him, but it was hard to say that she wasn't upset that he broke up with her. then she brought her mind back to the tattoo. "pleaaase? i promise that it won't be something flashy or something that will make you love me less," she smiled at the last part. tag: scott/kayla word count: some number lyric credit: christina perri notes: <3 |
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Post by elijah mikhail royce on Jul 31, 2012 20:45:43 GMT -5
BAD IDEAS ███ ███████████ ███ when she whined his name, elijah shook his head. he didn't not want his girlfriend flaunting around some worthless tattoo. he couldn't understand why she wanted it to much. hwo could these markings mean something so big to her and what was he going to have to do to snap her out of it. well for starts, he couldn't start at her for too long because he wouls succumb her her pleas and just allow her to go along with what she wanted. when she had said she really wanted it, he brought his face to look at her, his face falling when he caught sight of the puppy dog face she had been using. his chest tightening and he took a more strenuous expression. he began to rub the back of his hair, trying very hard not to let his pumping heart sway hmi to make a decision he didnt want to make. "siobhan, that isn't fair."
he just couldn't see himself letting her do this. sure was old enough and it was basically a decision she had the right to make, but elijah was not just going to sit down and watch her do this. yes, part of him was a little upset at her. he didn't like that she had just brought him here (which he nows knows was to this area purposely) and not told him or hinted at all that this would be coming. he kept his eyes down to look at her, the sides of his jaw tightening as he clenched his teeth. he simply looked at her, using those damn beautiful eyes she had to calm himself down and truly think about what she was asking. he kept his gaze into hers strong, mostly to show that he wasn't very open-minded to what she was asking for. he even had half a mind to leave and tell her she should have just come and did it by herself if she wanted it so badly.
he groaned and pulled away from her, covering his face with one of his hands. he couldn't believe this. he couldn't believe he was going to do this. he peeked at siobhan and he gave a small crooked smile. damn girl was going to be the end of him at one point. okay, so he knew he wasn't really the type to be all for this, but he leaned forward and gave her a small peck on her lips. he knew she wasn't too fond of public display, but a peck every now and then wasn't anything too bad. "how could you possibly think i'd love you less..." a short sigh left his lips and he shook his head before taking her hand and beginning to walk towards the entrance of the ink shop. he then proceeded to pause then they got to the entrace, hand resting on the dor handle as he turned to look at siobhan. "just please...don't get anything too outrageous, okay?" seriously, siobhan was his weak spot. "you do realize this is going to hurt you...right?"
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Post by siobhan persephone lemmer on Aug 4, 2012 8:32:12 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2zgu9hc.jpg); width: 440px; padding-top:10px;]jar of hearts ---------* siobhan saw his face and felt bad. she didn't want him to be upset, or to be stressed because of this decision that she had made. it wasn't a dire need, it was just something she had craved for as long as she could remember. she would kill for one, but her parents had always told her no. they were a lot like elijah, very formal, very old fashioned. and she figured that's why she liked him. but she wasn't like that at all. she was rebellious with her parents, and although she loved them dearly, they had a lot of chains on her that she was ready to just take off. and a tattoo would be the very last sign of her rebellion, even if it wasn't against her parents anymore and it was more towards her boyfriend. he told her it wasn't fair, and she felt really bad. but she kept her ground. she was old enough to get a tattoo. but she didn't feel it would be right to just come home and be like, "hi eli! i got a tattoo while i was out!" it wasn't fair to give him that heart attack without even telling him. and she knew fighting about it at home would get her nowhere, so that was why she brought him to it. it was the only way that she could convince him otherwise.
he pulled away from her, and he covered his face. but then she saw the half-smile that he had and her smile came through. she knew that she got to him in a way that no one else could, and she completely used it to her advantage. always. she felt herself getting really excited with that smile. and he said that he couldn't possibly love her less. and then kissed her. she kissed him back, even though it was just a peck. it was cute to have little things like that in public, but she knew anything more would make her push him away. and then he said nothing too outrageous as he grabbed her hand and pulled her to the ink shop. she was so excited. she didn't know if she should get something on the small of her back or her wrist. all she knew is that she was going to get something with louis's name on it. because her little boy was all that she had for a good two years, and he was the reason why she didn't completely fall apart when eli and her went through that dark time in their relationship. it was the least she could do for the little boy who had no idea that he had pretty much saved his mother's life, and most likely his father's too. he meant a lot to both of them, and she was so happy that he could bring the two parents back together.
then he said it was going to hurt. she knew that already, but it still made her uneasy coming from someone else. "will you hold my hand?" she asked him. she clenched his hand tightly. although she had persuaded him into this, she was still nervous. she didn't do very well with pain. she could probably cry over a stubbed toe. but she really wanted this. a symbol to end her rebellion. and she didn't know how her heart felt right now. the thought of the pain made her stomach sink and the excitement from her eyes drop. she didn't know what she expected. maybe this was a bad idea. maybe she should just bring him home and they could cuddle with their son and have a movie night. maybe... but no. she really did want this. and the pain wasn't going to stop her. she just needed eli there to hold her hand and tell her everything was going to be okay. because it was going to be, and she was excited that he had said yes, even after she unfairly got him into this situation and a tattoo went against everything he had ever thought in his life. she moved closer to him and looked up into his eyes. "i know it hurts. and that scares me. but, i really want this," she finally admitted, squeezing his hand again. tag: scott/kayla word count: some number lyric credit: christina perri notes: <3 |
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