it's a wild world , brooke

[chelsea julianna deveroux]

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chelsea typed down the girl's name before telling her goodbye and hanging up the phone. her employer was getting a ton of cases which meant more work for the young girl. she didn't mind though, more work meant more money for her own apartment. lately, she had been spending more and more time at brooke's apartment and she felt horrible considering brooke's brother's girlfriend didn't have the best relationship with chelsea. anyways, she was saving her own money to get an apartment, she didn't want to depend on her dad, especially now. he would probably say no because he couldn't stand to have another girl in his life leave him. anyways, chelsea tapped her foot anxiously, while she needed as many hours as possible, she wanted the day to be over. she had planned a girls' day with brooke and she was not about to miss it. she had missed her best friend, it was summer and they had been separated more than usual for some reason. chels guessed it was because she was working a lot and she basically blamed herself for it. finally, it was time for her to get out of work. she clocked out then left the building to go to her car. her first stop, her house. she changed out of her work clothes into something more comfortable. her second stop, the convenience store. she picked up a bunch of brooke's favorites as well as her own.

by the time he was done picking out their snacks, her arm was loaded with snacks. and to make matters worse, there was a line. chelsea let out a small groan before standing behind three teenage girls who were giggling about some guy. by the time it was their turn, they ran out giggling because they saw some guy and didn't even get anything. she rolled her eyes before moving up to the front. she paid twenty bucks for the snacks but she didn't mind. she was spending money on her friends. plus, it was the money her father gave her. he let her spend her own money on whatever she wanted. he would soon regret that. anyways, now that that was done with, she could go to brooke's apartment. the drive wasn't very long, but that might have been because chelsea was driving extremely fast. she didn't want to leave brooke waiting. she knocked on the door and was let in by brooke's brother, trevor. she smiled and asked for brooke only to find out that, she wasn't there. chelsea frowned but decided that she probably just ran a little late. an hour passed before she heard anything from brooke. the door opened and in walked her best friend. chelsea stood up, and gave her the you-have-some-explaining-to-do look. "forget to tell someone, something, brooke?" chelsea asked, referring to brooke not telling her she would be late.

CLOSED FOR KAYLA/BROOKE. WEARING THIS. THERE ARE 479 WORDS. HOPE ITS GOOD!

[brookella brianna cooper]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f9f9f9; border: #d96a70 solid 10px; width: 420px; padding: 15 5 15 5px;] cos baby you're a firework Brooke felt rough, she hadn’t even bothered to put any make up on when she had left the hotel room, the only ‘make up’ she was wearing were her sunglasses and she wasn’t exactly dressed in her usual stylish clothes. Right now though brooke didn’t care, she had bigger things to think about, like the fact that she was married and now had to tell her family...and her best friend. She wasn’t going to go and tell the whole world about it because she didn’t want everyone to know, it was bad enough she’d have to tell anyone. Though she was more afraid of telling her sister and brother than her parents, because the truth was, her parents put her down as a screw up long ago when she was in high school but her siblings never gave up on her, not ever. They knew she wasn’t the easiest person for their parents to handle, but she’d done well in school, and she was doing well in college. What more did they want from her? It was because she wasn’t up to THEIR standard that, because her two siblings were settled, well sort of settled. They both had children, both had jobs as such....she was the one ‘wasting her life’ as they put it...studying performing arts. She turned the key in the lock of her apartment and saw her best friend standing there, she dropped her bag and pulled her sunglasses over her head and was about to hug her when she mentioned it. Brooke stopped and froze. How did she know already? She was only just through the door. She was going to kill Sam, well she was going to kill his friends, or their friends...whatever, she was going to have to kill someone, and then Sam would be a spinster because she’d be in jail, not fun but whatever. All she wanted right now was a hug, she wanted to cry and have Chelsea tell her it would be okay, that she would be able to get through it all. Brooke couldn’t think of anything worse if she was honest. It wasn’t because of Sam at all, she liked Sam....she loved him, but she wasn’t IN love with him. She felt them, oh god she couldn’t hold them in any longer, it was all way too much for her, she didn’t care, Chels was her best friend, she had seem her cry countless times, and for really stupid reasons. There were times where she had cried for really good reasons, like the time she’d borrowed her dads car and crashed it. That was not one of her good times she could remember and the tears were falling and she burst into tears and went over to hug her friend. She had no idea that her friend meant letting her know that she was late, and luckily her brother was in Sophia's room trying to get her to sleep or something like that, since it was her nap time, she didn’t know, all she knew was she was glad he was out of the way. She carried on crying a little while before she managed to get her words out, this reaction was all a little too dramatic and over the top for just being late, but of course it was more than that. I was going to tell you like, straight away she said through her crying. She finally took a breath and wiped her tearsHis friends must have told everyone she said calming herself down. I hate men she said bitterly. It was all very well and good but Chelsea still didn’t know what she was on about did she? Brooke was going on about something that she thought her friend knew. Now that she was feeling slightly better she was going to try and explain the whole thing, without bursting into tears again. Okay so I went to Vegas with the guys right? she knew that much. The last thing I remember about the night is dancing on the tables and the pole in the club and doing tequila shots she said. I woke up the next morning next to Sam....ugh she held her hand to her head and went to grab some water and advil from her purse. She took the pill and then showed her friend the ring and the tears started again. My wedding night consisted of doing body shots off some random guy and having no recollection of anything else she sniffed. And you know what? That bastard called us sleeping together ‘unreasonable’ and we actually didn’t she huffed. This is soooo fucked up she sighed. come on let your colours burst tagged sam words766muse like woahhh notes she's a tad emotional... credits irisheyes of C.20

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[chelsea julianna deveroux]

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chelsea found it almost impossible to hold a grudge against her friends, especially her best friend. brooke could get away with murder around chelsea because the blonde was not willing to go against the only person that had been there for her her entire life. hell, when her parents were fighting, she would bring her siblings to brooke's apartment and she would accept them with open arms. as they got older it was usually only chelsea that would escape her house to go to brooke's but in the end, brooke always accepted her. but the least she could do was pretend to be upset which wasn't hard because she was upset. not angry, but upset that brooke had forgotten all about her. yes, she could have had a lot on her mind but it still hurt chelsea. she wasn't a sensitive person, she had been used to being strong for her siblings when it came to her parents. but there was one thing she hated and that was being forgotten. she had felt forgotten by her mother and she felt like her father was forgetting about their family even though he wasn't willing to let them go.

anyways, once brooke walked in chelsea put on her mean girl facade. she continued tapping her foot as she waited for brooke to answer her question. no matter what brooke said, she would probably be forgiven and then they would continue with their girls day. chelsea never expected what was coming next. brooke started to... cry. chelsea's eyes widened in surprised as brooke went to her to hug her. she instantly put her arms around her best friend, and the guilt began to take over her. god, how could you be so insensitive she scolded herself, and was about to apologize to brooke when she began to talk. and that's where the confusion set in. but instead of asking dozens of questions like she wanted to, chels just let brooke continue talking. and one she started, she didn't stop. chelsea just stayed quiet as brooke told her about what happened in vegas. and she was shocked to say the least. not because of what happened, well partly because of that, but because brooke hadn't told her till now.

she wanted to be upset but having brooke cry just made her feel bad and selfish about feeling upset. so she just decided to keep her feelings to herself. finally, brooke finished talking which left chelsea with some time to take it all in. okay, so she just wanted a reason why she had forgotten but she never expected this. "wow...i just...wow....brooke you got married.." was all that chelsea could say. she remembered when they were little and they used to plan their weddings. she never expected not to be a part of brooke's wedding. then again, she never expected her to get married in vegas no matter what the circumstance was. "brooke...this is fucked up but not because of you. that guy is an asshole and all his friends are assholes and....we can fix this. i don't know how but we will fix this, one way or another. got it" chelsea said. it wasn't the best piece of advice but it was the best she had in a moment of confusing.

CLOSED FOR KAYLA/BROOKE. WEARING THIS. THERE ARE 552 WORDS. POOR BROOKE </3!

[brookella brianna cooper]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f9f9f9; border: #d96a70 solid 10px; width: 420px; padding: 15 5 15 5px;] cos baby you're a firework Brooke listened to Chelsea, though it was all very well and good saying that but how? How exactly could they fix it? This is was messed up, Chels was right. She nodded as she listened. There was no other explaination, her friend had got it in one, she had explained the situation perfectly and it just made her want to cry more. She kind of even wanted to shout, and be a bitch....saying that she was stating the obvious and it wasn’t helping. But getting in a fight with her best friend certainly wasn’t going to help the situation any more, just make things worse. She had actually hoped that sometime she would wake up and this was all a dream, sadly it was not, she had tried that one, and she went to sleep and woke up every day and life went on. She hadn’t spoken to him on the flight back, and when they had gone their separate ways at the airport she had ignored him which she kind of did regret but she really couldn’t care less right now, she just wanted things to go back to normal, but that would mean having some way of turning back time, and that was not an option. She had just got back; she would have called her at the airport, at the hotel even but she had been a little preoccupied. She would apologise for not telling her sooner but she had told her as soon as she could, but she had found out anyway. She hadn’t even been able to tell her herself, her best friend, and most likely her siblings and parents would find out soon enough as well. God she was dreading that talk with them. It was so not ideal, since it was her birthday coming up in a few days. Life really sucked sometimes, but what she wanted to know is, what she ever did to deserve all of this, why it had happened to her. But then she realised something, Chelsea was shocked at hearing all of this, she hadn’t known. wait, what....you didn’t know? she asked confused. But what did I forget to tell you? she asked her, really confused at the matter. She couldn’t understand it and then it clicked oh, you were talking about being late! For our girls dayshe nodded. It suddenly clicked. I’m sorry, the flight was delayed and my mind was on other things, I was going to call you and let you know I was running late. I swear. She was going to defend him, after all, he was her friend. One of her good friends and even though Chelsea was one of her best friends....well her best best friend....and maybe spoke a bit of truth about him she had to defend him, she would do with any of her friends. It wasn’t just him though she said to her I mean it was mostly him. Yes, she was still going to put most of the blame on him and she didn’t even care. But it takes two right? I must have agreed to it thinking it was a great idea she said, presuming that he was the one who had suggested it. I just imagined my wedding to be a whole lot different. At least I know him, not that it’s any conciliation really, but whatever, it makes me feel a little bit better that I’m not completely fucked up she sighed. I didn’t even get to have a bachelorette party she said And look at the ring....just look, not the way I thought my wedding ring would look. ugh she scoffed. I don’t think he’s a dick, he’s just....a guy that was a stupid answer but she didn’t know what else to say. come on let your colours burst tagged sam words630muse like woahhh notes she's a tad emotional... credits irisheyes of C.20

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[chelsea julianna deveroux]

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chelsea really didn't know what else she could say. actually, she knew something she wanted to do and that was go up to sam and punch him in the face. she wasn't the violent type and she didn't know his side of the story, but like a good best friend, she didn't care about his side and saw him as the bad wolf of the story. she knew that brooke had gone a little too far with drinking but that didn't mean that he had to do the same thing. he was the guy, he was supposed to be taking care of her not following her along. and telling her that! there really was no excusing sam for anything. chelsea shook her head when brooke asked her if she didn't know. "of course i didn't! i haven't hear anything from you or anyone. how would i have found out about this? " chelsea asked, though she realized a second later that brooke probably thought it was sam's friends that said. no wonder she said that earlier brooke thought before listening to brooke once again. chelsea couldn't help but roll her eyes. did brooke really think she cared about her being late now? she had gotten over it before she had even come in, she must have been a better actress than she thought.

"brooke, i was only pretending to be mad. i knew something had happened but i never expected this shit! of course you wouldn't have remembered, you're too busy with all this fucked up shit and ...god i'm going to kill that bastard " chelsea exclaimed, surprising herself. she cursed more in that one sentence than she had in a month. she didn't have a saints mouth but she also didn't have a sailors. and she was mad, not because of the wedding but because brooke got taken advantage of. "brooke, don't defend him! i mean, i know there's times when you get a little bit out of control but he should have known that he had to be at least a little responsible! i mean for god sakes, if he was your friend he would have taken care of you! " chelsea's overprotective nature was coming out, and it was stronger than ever. she was not about to let brooke let sam off that easy. "just a guy that took advantage of the situation. i don't give a fuck if he was wasted also, he could have had a little common sense....okay, that did sound stupid but i just....hate him right now " chelsea said, a small smiling forming on her lips.

it wasn't a happy moment but maybe that would make brooke laugh. or at least smile a bit. she hated seeing her upset, and she hated the situation. she just hated having her friend be sad.most of all, she hated not being there with brooke and protecting her. chelsea looked at the ring, definitely not what either of them had imagined. "i mean...it's not that bad.....oh who am i kidding, it's nothing like you ever though, even when we were little and i thought of having a candy ring " chelsea said with a small laugh. those times were so simple and now, she was comforting her friend over an accidental wedding. "and i can always throw you a bachelorette party any day you want.... " chelsea tried comforting her.

CLOSED FOR KAYLA/BROOKE. WEARING THIS. THERE ARE 564 WORDS. POOR BROOKE </3!

[brookella brianna cooper]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f9f9f9; border: #d96a70 solid 10px; width: 420px; padding: 15 5 15 5px;] cos baby you're a firework Brooke shrugged Rumours, gossip? she knew how fast gossip travelled in this town. It wouldn’t be completely ridiculous to believe that her best friend had been told by someone. I don’t know...I just assumed, you know? she said with a small smile. Because you asked that... she shrugged. At least she had gotten to tell her first, she wouldn’t have wanted her to find out from someone else. She didn’t want her family to find out that way either. I’m glad that you didn’t know though she admitted at least I was the one who got to tell you myself she said with a smile. Brooke nodded, I know, its messed upshe said to her. There was no denying it, that was just how it was, damnit. So messed up, she wanted to cry again. She shook her head Chels, it doesn’t need to come to that she said I don’t need my best friend going to jail she said laughing slightly. She knew it was no time for laughing but she knew Chels didn’t mean it literally, and she was glad that her friend loved her enough to protect her. She did exactly the same to Chelsea, but in a different way, she liked to help her loosen up and just go with the flow. She spent a lot of time looking after her siblings when she was younger and although Brooke knew she loved her siblings, she’d always put them first no matter what. That was the right thing to do but she sometimes felt that she should have had more time for herself. More Chelsea time. if that meant Chelsea and Brooke time that was cool but she was just meaning time for herself in general. She was glad that she had done that though, been able to help them. They were so lucky to have such an amazing big sister. I know that but.... she didn’t know what else to say. In some senses Chelsea was making sense, he should have been responsible, he was the older one, everyone knew she liked to party and have a good time. I guess he does know I love to party she shrugged slightly. She didn’t agree with all of what her friend was saying, but she did get what she was meaning. It doesn’t sound stupid Chels she shook her head Your just being protective, like a good friend, I understand that she nodded. She really did, Chelsea was just feeling the way any best friend would do. You don’t need to hate him though, even I don’t hate him she said honestly. It just limits me, you know? Chelsea would know what Brooke meant. She wasn’t about to cheat if she was in a marriage, not on purpose anyway. Even if she didn’t want the marriage in the first place. She wasn’t going to go out and seek guys like she usually did on her nights out. That would be something she would be doing differently, she sighed at the thought. She didn’t want to do that differently but she really did not have a choice. Brooke gave Chelsea a look when she said the ring wasn’t that bad, then she admitted I know right? she sighed. He has offered to give me my perfect wedding though, and perfect ring.....he doesn’t believe in divorce she said I know its not great but it at least....well no, it doesn’t make me feel better but whatever she said. She smiled at Chelsea Going somewhere with my best girls till all this blows over sounds like the perfect bachelorette party to me she said. It’s my birthday soon though Chels, this totally couldn’t be worse timing come on let your colours burst tagged sam words616muse like woahhh notes she's a tad emotional... credits irisheyes of C.20

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[chelsea julianna deveroux]

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chelsea sighed, she was surprised no one was talking about it yet. usually, gossip spread through this place like wildfire. then again, she barely paid attention to anything. chelsea heard most of it from brooke since the restaurant she worked at made it easier to hear conversations. her own work had gossip as well but mostly from old people they didn't know. "you know i have no good gossip sources....except you and strangely, my sister" chelsea said, remembering the gossip her younger sister talked to her about. it was sad that she was more connected than chelsea.probably because she was always busying herself with work and got distracted. chelsea thought about it, it did sound bad. she should have probably just asked her if she forgot about her poor friend in her sad voice instead of taking the mad approach. but how was she supposed to know that brooke would come back with that news, she wasn't a mind reader. "not my usual question but i thought i would try the mad approach. i never expected it would lead to that." chels shrugged.

even though a part of her was fuming, a smile managed to make its way on to her face when brooke said that. "yeah, i think i would have actually been pissed if i had heard it from someone else" chelsea confessed. and that was saying a lot, brooke knew very well that chelsea couldn't get mad at her."okay, well i won't kill him but the very least i could do is tell him something....i just need to actually be able to see him. right now i just....doubt i can say anything without yelling" she told brooke. she was livid, but she was doing her best to act calm in front of brooke. she was always the one that was cool and collected, and for her to actually not be calm was a rare sight. but that was her protective motherly sight. you could think of her as a momma bear, ferocious when her loved ones were hurt. "i know" chelsea sighed. it wasn't horrible for brooke to not be the same but then it wouldn't be brooke. if that made sense. for her to go all out just wasn't like her and chelsea didn't like it. even if it meant taking care of her, she wanted to brooke to be able to do what she pleased.

she looked at the ring once again, he could have done much worse. hell, he could have gotten her one of those from a vending machines like the drunk weddings in the movies. "well....at least you know he's serious about marriage and making it work out...that can't be so bad..." chelsea comforted her, though she was unsure if her words were honest or not. even if samuel even up being the perfect husband, she did feel a bit of resentment towards him. whether it would subside as the years passed was anyones guess. "what are you talking about?! your birthday just means we will be going all out....well even more all out. and i promise i will go along with everything you said and do for your entire birthday." she promised, a wide grin forming on her face. she was sure she was going to regret it the next day when she woke up with a killer hangover and maybe a strange guy of her own, but that was one of her presents to brooke every year. "which reminds me, i need to work on your gift, it has to be perfect this year" chelsea added, hoping it would get brooke's mind off her wedding.

CLOSED FOR KAYLA/BROOKE. WEARING THIS. THERE ARE 613 WORDS. POOR BROOKE </3!

[brookella brianna cooper]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f9f9f9; border: #d96a70 solid 10px; width: 420px; padding: 15 5 15 5px;] cos baby you're a firework Brooke smiled slightly Your sister is like the biggest gossip I know she said with a smile. Brooke kinda hated gossip, but now and then she couldn’t deny that she liked to hear some mishaps. Didn’t any girl like that? Though she really tried to stay out of the way of gossip herself, she didn’t want to get with the drama, but this time she would probably not be able to avoid it. She sighed as she thought about how everyone would probably be talking about this. I mean why wouldn’t they? It was juicy gossip. She had to admit though, if it wasn’t her she would be laughing about it. She then nodded I know right? she said I wouldn’t have predicted this in a million years. I mean yeah I wanna get married but right now I am sooo not the committed type she said. I just... she trailed off but then decided to carry on. What if I cheat? she asked I mean, you know what I’m like, on top of the fact that there’s no sexual attraction she carried on. I’m not trying to sound like a slut or anything, but I got needs she sighed. He thinks we can fall in love...now there’s a fairy tale someone forgot to write she scoffed Oh wait...no one has because it just doesn’t make sense! UGH! Exactly, I wouldn’t want that to happen either she smiled at her and sighed. That would just be.... she thought for a moment it would be weird, since I tell you everything, you know? It was true, Brooke didn’t leave anything out when it came to her best friend. She could kinda understand why Chelsea was mad, she was just being protective and she loved her for that, she really really did and then she nodded in agreement well yeah, I guess I can understand that, I guess I’ll just have to keep the two of you apart right? she smiled slightly This is so weird.... she said Brooke Idoni....it doesn’t really have the same ring to it does it? she sighed again. How weird is it that I am not even living with my husband as well? she said Well, that was my decision. I’ve only ever lived with my brother, I’m not living with any other guy...not just yet she went on. Maybe when Sam and I are like....madly in love I’ll move in with him of course she was taking the piss I don’t even know how I can joke right now. I guess so... Brooke shrugged not really knowing what else to say about it. Really? she asked when Chelsea said she would go along with anything she wanted to do You really are the best friend anyone could have, you know that right? she went to hug her again. Your gifts to me are always perfect she smiled at her. Anyway, enough about me, what have you been up too? she smiled. How is work going? she asked casually. come on let your colours burst tagged chelsea words502muse like woahhh notes this sucks, sorry )-: credits irisheyes of C.20

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